Decisive Decision

A bad day to start the week, probably the year. I believe there is nothing much I can do with them. Decisive decision is made, I will scout for another habitat. Finally the peaceful sea broken into a storm. As for him, I will monitor further. Sorry for being irresponsible, I will repay for all the bad faith you have on me soon. Am looking for a good habitat for you too. Take care.

I am tire. No more shock, no more accommodation for whatever, for what so reason. Finally, take it, leave it. You decide.

/\ and \/ - da Beauty

When grow, we are stronger
When strong, we are committed
When committed, we build
When build, we grow
When grow, we fall
When fall, we are weak
When weak, we will tire
When tire, we will rest
When rest, we will forget
When forget, we will happy
When happy, we are healthy
When healthy, we are growing
When grow, we are stronger
When strong, we are committed
When ...


Ever realize, it is a chain of WHEN? There is challenge from /\ to \/. How many fails during the \/ ? And I am one of the man heading for an \/. I am tire. Please leave me in the glass. A sudden breakdown ...

Uncharted Chartist

From where you are to where you want, the line may not be as a straight line as it is. Sometimes, we are diverted to the wrong junction, ending a big round routine before we will meet back our own destiny. Some, may even lost track, ending up to another new route, towards the destination of no-one-knows-land. It is funny how we miss our turn and stop, while we are sure the road is towards to our own destiny. 


While no one knows, as well no one care. That's the interesting small piece of life. We say, live up life. If life is full of expectation, that ain't life. Regardless of what ever so reason for a questioning mind, it is interesting to ask, are we clear on our objective? Same goes to, are you living to prepare retirement or are you living to prepare to enjoy life? Which ever perspective it is, life is important for a well-planned route. 


I myself like an uncharted journey in many ways. Without a plan, I leave the flow to be opened in many ways. I bet not many like the way I ride my life. Still, I have faced too many planning and subject to various restriction in real life. Thus, what went wrong for a in-directional journey when I finally call this, my journey/ My trip? My moment? My life? or even my way?


Glad to know I have some bunch of supporters too. Voila for you. Just do not screw up life while you swim in the big sea without a direction. You may as well drown yourself while enjoying the ups and downs. 


I like this song, as well as the singer, Frank Sinatra. Look into his life, you will realize, his life is a dream, from down, up to a peak and finally busted down as a shooting star. Will this what we call life? As a chartist, you like the chart, not a single stagnant momentum in his life. Thus, live a life, get a life and build a life. The last term is the most important one. Build a life of you, for you and from you. See you while enjoy this great decades song. :)

Insight

More insights have been circling my mind lately. Will this be my road to enlightenment among all my beliefs all this while? I am wondering. A better shape, a much awaken life, hopefully. Will embark a plan soon, real soon. All are pointing towards my earlier goal. Albeit the road is thorny but nothing beats the completion tune. 


Check out the video. I like the little beagle liked puppy during the end of the song. Real cute. Morgan, will you be one soon? I am wondering for the ever-hungry boy.


By the way, I have decided to increase my percentage of income for donation from existing 0.5% from nett to 1% from onward. Bless our child for brighter future. For those of you out there, fancy contribution to the society for you and me. Giving is receiving. :)







Sometimes, happiness and smile are not defined in our society due to our wrongly crafted perspective for centuries. Put down your heavy rope and start to smile.

What a Journey

Compliment comes as a dessert for the best deliveries of any effort. Some are well accepted, some are meant to be a good motivation to drive you further. I am not an exceptional successor of the Maslow Needs Theory. Albeit yet achieving the stage of Self Actualization, there are efforts of mine that I view as to fulfill my personal desire to achieve self-complimentary satisfaction. 


It is always delighting to know your effort have well received and contribute to the growth of an individual/ organization/ country or any meaningful entity. It has been a great day today for myself, to have the similar kind of compliment from a much senior personnel of mine in the industry. 


Fair to say, I have not fancy her for many times, her words have been booster for me to continue my struggle in my journey. It is not a favorable journey all this while, still I believe the cycle is only meant to exhaust the effort to grow further. In my final destination of this journey, I may not achieve the expected rewards as many have in mind, but I do feel satisfy with the current achievement. Tho small, it means a miles of sightful journey.


"Seldom we have a good feedback on your position. We are surprised and delight for your effort, thus we are strongly believe in your ability to deliver more". I think this sentence has melted my heart more than I expected. Good and bad, a tougher road but a more accomplished effort. Way to go wormie, applaud for myself. :)

Reduction & Deduction

# Reducing the way life is to be, to improve simplicity
# Deducing the way communication meant to be, to reduce life complexity


I find myself too complex, too merciful (in some ways), too wordy and too much of cheeky action. I believe is time to reduce and deduce some. Living in the shadow of a clown? I think this is not suppose the reason I live up my life. I find this pointless to be positive influence to others, while looking for a solid reason for me to continue the spirit. 


I feel helpless sometimes. Being ignored, substitute, instructed and commanded. Really, why on this Earth, the game plan should be played this way. Is time, I believe to speak less, act less and think less. What shall be, shall be. Take care memory.

Differences

Distance is always a distance, no matter how you look into this matter. Differences can be seen among all angles. Maybe we learn to be tired for trying and learning. When the road is endless, we may soon walking the road for only the sake of walking. Journey is no more pretty but muddy. Hopeful the rain will end soon. Shall there be, somewhere over the rainbow, soon or no. :)

What We Care Most?

Sometimes, there is no special song for the commoner, but a story behind someone's shadow. We lean forward for future, what's left is only story behind the wall. Non interesting, non exciting yet non beneficial for us. Is the same as the past history. How many of us really care?

Go thru both version of this similar songs. I learn the words deep by her meaning. 

Japanese Version (Original)

Canton Version

Blame

Some claims me to be cold blooded, realistic and inhuman. Still, how many in my position to see my perspective. They have not realize, when things gone sour, who are blaming me for everything. Look into your own shoe before start the blaming war. This is human, we only blame, blame and blame. Live a real life. We will never move up the ladder with this attitude. Grow up kids. When time for departure, I will never look back. Mean time, I will just stay focus and do what I am able too. I felt numb.

A Junction

Let the dream drives you further. Thriving in life is not a monocular perspective. Like the thing you do, the life you live. Living a life with a smile, knowing the fact every pace you are taking resembles the breath I need to fulfil my living spectrum on this planet. Look ahead and prepare yourself, another traffic light before turning to the high-speed way.